"Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember
that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and
anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive
this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but
you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not
immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you’ll
look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it
feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will
pass. I promise it will pass."
It was one of those dreams that leave me thinking that God
is talking to me in slumber because my mind’s too crowded when I’m awake.
I’ve been overwhelmed by a lot of thoughts lately.
Why can’t I just treat these days like all the other days? Why
can’t I just bother? Why can’t I just let things be? Why is it taking such a
long time?
So many whys and I am draining myself trying to find
answers.
Out of nowhere, my mom appeared in my dream and there is
something about what she told me then that answered what I’ve been obsessing
about the past few days:
“Out there, there is someone who deserves your love. We’ve seen you give your whole heart to someone who only broke it. And you don’t deserve it. Now’s the time to pick yourself up.”
I woke up with these words in my head.
Moms do know best. Sometimes, we don’t even realize the
wisdom of our parents because we often believe that we already know what’s best
for us.
I guess, I’ve let myself be blinded for too long. I’ve
always know my parents’ stand on my past but I insisted because I told myself
that it will be just how I dreamed of it to be. I made my mom cry so many times just because I wouldn't listen to her when she told me that the person won't and never loved me as much as I loved him.
Maybe, it was God’s way of telling me that I need to obey my parents this time.
Maybe, it was God’s way of telling me that I need to obey my parents this time.
Obedience yields blessings they say. I think there is no
better blessing than praying for God’s and my parent’s approval. That someday,
somehow, God will send the best person and my parents will be happy about it.
I just lost my man about three months ago though he is back again full of love and passion with the help of great man Dr. IKHIDE. I NORAH PEDRO from Norway, have been into a relationship with daniel mark since I was 22 years old and I am 28 now. I so much love him but I could not show the love, it was very difficult for me to prove my realness to him because I thought to prove my love to him might make him look down on me and go after other girls. for over six years Daniel has given me all that I ask of him. I always threatened him with break up each time I want to see his level of love for me because I was told if I threaten him, he will propose to me and then will get married to him before I can show my love despite his complains of him not sure of my love I was responding to him with negative words. though I was suspecting he has another girl in his life, I did not border to ask him about that because I was so sure of his love despite my attitude. on the 8th of September a day to my birthday he came and gave me so many lovely gifts like never before claiming to wish me a happy birthday in advance with his words and behavior I expected him to propose to me on my birthday night then I will also tell him of my pregnant for him. I wait for him on my birthday he did not show up not even a call, I tried his number and it was not going through I refuse to go check on him because the anger in me six days later I went to his house and I found nothing not even a sign of my Daniel once live there. I was disappointed, frustrated, confused with so many thoughts on my mind like hanging my self if I did not see him again because I can not my parent about the pregnancy when the man responsible for it had disappeared. our religion's against that, my family will be disappointed in me, I have brought them shame. I look for daniel everywhere till I could chat with him on social network, he warned me never to disturb him again because he already had found another girl that he wants to live his life with, after a while, he blocked me from all access then I could not tell him of my pregnancy for him. so, I needed help from all corners of life, I decide to check to google my self or read some write up on-site on how to coup with my pain because I could not tell anybody about it not even my friends were aware of my pregnancy. I keep reading to cancel my self till I find how Dr. IKHIDE helps so many persons from different walks of life with their testimonies. then I decide to also contact him with dr.ikhide@gmail.com. Because I do not know much about contacting a spell caster, I was not sure he can bring my Dan back but I decide to give him a try though his requirement was another problem I meet with a friend for help because I could not the items that he needed I have to plead with Dr. IKHIDE to help me get the items because really need my man back to take away my shame. just two days after I send him the requirement Daniel calls me, plead for forgiveness. just yesterday he propose to me and I am so happy. you can also contact him with dr.ikhide@gmail.com
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